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What’s that? I think it’s a fly…urrrghh no, no.. I think it’s a star…. errrhhhh I think I’m too headache to think. I’m so tired that I can faint anytime. 8am - 5pm in the hospital. 5.30pm till 7.30 learn driving. Aaahh this wednesday gonna sit for driving test liao. Woooootttt!!!

Since I’m too lazy tired to think. I gonna post some photos of the night view from Eiffel Tower, Paris. Everyone has a photo of eiffel tower and arch de’ triomphe and the glass pyramid of the Lourve but not many has the photos of night view from the top of Eiffel Tower. The highest floor need a lot of luck to access bcos it will close at anytime when someone farted overcrowded, bad windy day and closed for maintenance work.

The first night we missed it. The 2nd night we went at 9.30pm but as we walk towards the queue, the board says highest floor is closed. =_=. Feel annoyed. But then after that we decided to give a try, come all the way to Paris of course must go to the top floor la. Taa-daa… after 30 mins of queueing, when we were few steps away from the cashier, suddenly the highest floor is open back for entrance. =D So lucky.

Can I leave the photos like that without description? Too tired to think. Enjoy the photos! Tomolo will complete all my unfinished halfway written posts. ^^.

Posted in Travelogue

Went to the hospital for 2 days only then I started to have sore throat, bad appetite and cough with green sputum. Day 3, body temperature already started to rise. And I ponteng 1 day of work today because I feel very sick and have severe headache. I feel like there is a huge heavy rock on my head right now. I just feel very sick. Feels nausea and my stomach is bloated.

Oh God, is there anyway to boost my immune system a bit?
How funny, hospital is my working place and yet with my bad immune system now I keep falling sick and should stay away from hospital. Do you think it’s time for me to find a good husband, get married n stay at home until my health gets better then only start working later? ;-P

Or maybe I might become pregnant with a pair of unidentical twins; 1 boy, 1 girl then I’ll switch to be a full time mum and housewife and end up opening a kindergarten.

I hope all the discomfort will be gone after I wake up from sleep. You know the last time I went into the paediatric hospital in Kursk, I had cough for 1 whole month. Once I got sick, it will be a long long process of recovery.

I want to go to the beach. =( Hope I’m well enough by saturday. *Cough cough cough. My throat hurts.

Posted in Blah blah blahZ

Ok, I take back what I mentioned about Serdang GH A&E department. Sometimes I think it’s better to have a doctor to boss us around than doing nothing in the hospital. It’s so bored. The speed and the way those doctors do things there really pissed me off. Feel like kicking their arses. Hey, come on, accident patient came to the hospital was left there unattended for like 1 hour? After the MA brought them in, they just left him there and when chit chat with their ah moi nurses at one corner. My common sense tell me, they should take an X-ray, do blood test, clean his wound, bandage it and immobilize that fractured shoulder and send him to orthopedic department immediately. GGGggggrrrr… Geram la me.

There were a few elderly patients admitted into the department since 9am in the morning and at 5pm when I left the hospital, they are still lying there and nothing very useful was done to help them. Even the way the doctors walk also lengang-lengang, slow slow, taking their own sweet time makes me wanna vomit blood. People dying there and they still tidak apa.

Cis. I feel so geram bcos I can only stand at the side and watch the patient in pain. MA go borak borak, MO dunno hilang mana and medical students are not allow to handle patient. Boss pulak manyak semangat want to teach us ask us go hospital at 8am. =_= so wasting my time, I must get my drving license by next week!!!! I think tomolo I will ponteng kerja, go home early.

Singapore GH is the best hospital in Singapore but our GH are the worst in the country. That’s why if people can afford, they rather pay to better treatment in private hospital. There are some really nice doctors in private hospital that won’t charge you consultation fees and they will tell you to get drugs from pharmacy outside bcos private hospital tend to overcharge you. But of course it is better to stay healthy and not to be sick.

Posted in Rants

I have started my summer practical work today in Serdang GH. This hospital is so new, so cool, so updated with hi-tech stuff and the nice part is all the doctors there and nurses are very nice and friendly. You must know hor… there were few hospitals in our country famous for super “kwai lan, lan si” doctors around so if we dun get scolded/shouted/yelled at on the 1st day that is better than kena toto 4D I tell u!

I’m so tired of the angry, bad temper, ego, ridiculous people around me. It’s time for me to get some touch of humanity. I feel quite happy to be in the hospital (not as a sick person of course!). When we were young, we always so eager to see the doctor when we were sick because we know that the pain always go away after a simple touch by the doctor’s hand.

I learn medicine because I want to understand about human’s pain and suffering and help them to take away that pain. It makes me feel very happy to see each frowning face that came into the hospital, goes home with a smiling face. And when patient say “Thank you, doctor” probably that is the nicest thing you ever heard in years…. when someone really truly appreciate you as a whole. I feel glad that I helped someone today.

Can’t wait when I’ll become a real doctor, when the time I can treat and take patients officially myself. The smile on the patient face when they recover, that expression is priceless.

“A doctor’s job is to cure sometimes, to relieve often and to comfort always.”

Posted in Uncategorized

Here is the truth about truth. Truth always hurt that’s why we lie. Though it’s hurt but I still try to find the courage to lift my head up and smile. But really, if I could I would run to the nearest place and lock myself up in a dark room wondering where did it went wrong? And the worse one, it came from the person I trusted the most. I trust her and look at her on the beautiful side. I know no one is perfect so I try to overlook their imperfect part and still smile for them. And always, the same thing happens repeatedly over and over again. At this moment, I feel betrayed and disappointed. I wish I never knew. Ignorant is really a bliss.

Posted in Personal thoughts